| i hate everything. i try so hard to satisfy everyone. but in the end no one is fucking satisfied with everything. i'm not a good enough daughter, not a good enough sister, not even a good enough girlfriend. fuck that. the only place i feel like i'm good enough is at work. i hate work. it takes up all my time so that everyone else is pissed at me. but then if i don't work i have no car and no money. QUIT THE FUCKING PRESSURE ON ME. FUCK. i want go somewhere far. alone. yeah alone. fuck.
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| why do you do this to me? why.
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| wow, going back to using xanga? no. just for kicks. just right now. idk. maybe. whatever.
where's the closeness + bonding at? it don't exist anymore.
busy doing nothing. doing things that are useless. time wasting.
that's whats up
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